| Location | Greensboro,nc |
| Age | 1 month |
| Date of Birth | 10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 11/2007 |
| Visitors | 4,275 since 14/12/2007 |
| Creator |
Heaven Victoria Derushia (my little bonbon) was born in Greensboro,NC on October9th. The moment i found out I was pregnant with her i was so happy. She entered this world at 1:22 pm and I seen the most precious beautiful baby girl. She weighed 6pds 2oz and was 19 inches long. She was as healthy as could be. Absolutly perfect. I took her home October11th and everything was great. We bonded like no other. October 31st we went to my moms house for a while and then went home. I watched her for a while as she gazed around her surroundings so content. I fed her that night at 12 am and went to bed. I woke up at 4 am knowing something was wrong. My sweet Heaven alaways woke up at 3 am hungry. When I touched her thats where my nightmare began. My sweey Heaven was gone. There was nothing anyone could do. I was told 3 days later she passed from Sids. And my nightmare continues. But I know my sweet little bon bon has wings and i will never forget her, her innocence, her beauty and how she accomplished in 3 weeks what most cant in a lifetime. My sweet Heaven you didnt go alone part of me went with you. Today is December 17th. I want to thank everyone for all your prayers and condolences and sending love to me and my sweet Heaven. God bless all of you and I think of all of you and your precious angel babies may they be with us in our hearts forever. I shed a tear for all.
To all my gts friends bless you all for you give me such comfort knowing that you care, I try to get to everyones loved one, If I miss one I am sorry, Love to all, Crystal
SORRY FOR LACK OF CANDLES, EXPECTING A LITTLE ONE AND NOT FEELING WELL. SO SCARED!!!!!!
*UPDATE*
TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE ON GTS AND OTHERS WHO DROP BY, I AM SO SORRY FOR NO CANDLES LATELY FOR I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING WELL, THEY SAY IN TIME THINGS GET EASIER BUT FOR ME ITS AS IF I AM GOING BACKWARDS, IT SEEMS WITH EACH PASSING DAY I MISS MY SWEET HEAVEN MORE AND MORE, I TRY TO THINK OF HER LIFE AND NOT HER DEATH JUST LIKE IT SAID IN ONE OF HER TRIBUTES, I THANK EACH OF YOU FOR FAITHFULLY STOPPING BY EVERYDAY AND REMEMBERING HEAVEN. WITHOUT ALL OF YOU I WOULD REALY BE A MESS. I RECENTLY RECIEVED THE FINAL AUTOPSY RESULT AND MY HEART IS BROKEN EVEN MORE. I WAS ORIGINALLY TOLD SIDS. BUT FROM THE REPORT IT SAYS CAUSE OF DEATH ASPIRATION OF GASTRIC CONTENTS AND NOW THAT I HAVE RESEARCHED IT I KNOW THAT IF ONLY THE DOCTORS WOULD HAVE X-RAYED HER LUNGS THEY WOULD HAVE SEEN THAT SHE WAS ASPIRATING SO NOW I AM STRUGGLING TO ACCEPT THIS. ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU AND I SEND MY LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR PRECIOUS ANGELS, LOVE CRYSTAL
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
a tiny angel
you were sent to this world with love
now your in the arms of god looking down from above.
we all will think of you each and everyday.
you are a sweet tiny angel in our hearts.
you and your mom will never be too far apart.
i saw you only once by chance you were soo sweet.
i know that one of these days we all will meet again.
so ill just pray for the ones still here my tiny friend. you will stay forever young.
to crystal hope your doing better i think of you everyday. love your cousin kimberly
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever in my heart
Love always your very special angel xxxx
I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, For you being so caring and keeping Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and the rest of my Angels in love while I have not been able too, I really appriciated it so much, You are a special person.
I feel able to come back now, or I am going to try, So bare with my if candles are a bit hit and miss.
Thank you so much, You've helped me cope.
Carole ( Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and all my other Angels xxxx )
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT XXXXXX
For a special Angel.
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════║══║Heaven's Garden.x
Sending All My Love Always X x X
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For my friend xxxxxxx
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT, LOVE ALWAYS, CAROLE XXXXX
You're A Real Angel
If an angel is someone who's so filled with love,
it's a gift that they constantly share,
If an angel is someone who looks out for others
and gives them a nudge here and there,
If an angel is someone who touches your life
with a heart that's both joyful and wise,
Then even though you don't have halo or wings,
you're an angel in human disguise.
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never take someone for granted....hold special people close to your heart....because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you was too busy collecting stones...send this to a special diamonds in your life we just did x
Have A Good Weekend xXx GOD, *.*.*.OPENED * ...*.*. THE WINDOWS * * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN. .*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME . (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED, ..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR * ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER * .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR .. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY? .* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I . * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED: __00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD _0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE _0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE __0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE ___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON _____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT _______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS ________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING . * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS . * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE * . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE * . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS * . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO . * * . * . * *SPECIAL ♥Sometimes♥ ♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥ ♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥ ♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥ ♥When your thinking no one is about♥ ♥When you want to talk no one is around♥ ♥When you need a special friend♥ ♥I’m always here to lend a had♥ ♥No matter were you are or how far♥ ♥just give me a call and i will be there♥ ♥Send this to someone special♥ ♥I JUST DID♥ Sending love to you and your Angels always xxxxxxxxxx
Have A Good Weekend xXx
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
♥Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥I’m always here to lend a had♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥
♥I JUST DID♥
Sending love to you and your Angels always xxxxxxxxxx
A SPECIAL FRIEND X
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If u love me as a friend u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
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thinking of you
X♥X Please pass this on to remember our little ones X♥X
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so X♥X
15th october 2008
please pass this on to remember our little ones Xx
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
love Carole xxx
Thank you
Night Heaven, Wishing u beautiful dreams Angel xxxx
Night Crystal, Thank you for all your support you have shown Aysha and Myself over the last few days, It's been hard for me but your support has helped me through, It's most appricated xxxx
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